Sad. Unduly sad? I do not know But I ponder on how it must feel to live in peace. Is it a crime to want to be happy? I think not. But everything around me seems to believe otherwise. The body I live in is not a place to call home. That which wobbles and… Continue reading rants
the knife the drug the peacemaker i’d carve my life out on the clay of my soul live by the blood i let drip fom my skin only to put out the life through this gaping hole and drown out the remorse i feel for my sin i’ll drink in the pain and bleed… Continue reading when healing begins
The pressure i feel to take my own life every night if there was anything i could give, and i had it, i’d give it a hundred times over but happiness cannot be purchased even if it could, i have nothing if i take it my life, i’d have a whole eternity to mourn the… Continue reading nightmare revisited
Sometimes, the evil one tries to discourage our endeavours by saying, “You failed each time you tried it in the past. What makes you think this would be any different?” Set that voice behind you in the name of Jesus our Lord. Look at this; The Ladder Concept states that when climbing, just because the… Continue reading The Ladder Concept
And for the outcast You broke the lightning and wrote her name with it So from the light that spilled out of it You formed a pen and ink and so whenever she was shattered again throughout the expanse of the sky, formed another blinding, breathtaking illumination she could not be defeated not even under… Continue reading the outcast fire
You’ve made a up a huge part of my sanity and I know you’re mad at me right now, but I just want you to know how valued you are. Even if you decide not to ever speak to me again. You were the very beginning of my first glimpses of happiness and I… Continue reading (a message i will never send)
My heart burned with the fear that we might never be as close as we once were. Adding to all my worries, I wondered what would be like if you never spoke to me again. That night wasn’t the best for overthinking. I had had a long and dreadful day. As the tears flowed freely… Continue reading What is this?