You’ve made a up a huge part of my sanity and I know you’re mad at me right now, but I just want you to know how valued you are. Even if you decide not to ever speak to me again. You were the very beginning of my first glimpses of happiness and I… Continue reading sup? (a message i will never send)
My heart burned with the fear that we might never be as close as we once were. Adding to all my worries, I wondered what would be like if you never spoke to me again. That night wasn’t the best for overthinking. I had had a long and dreadful day. As the tears flowed freely… Continue reading What is this?
Chills come rushing through my spine Many things hurt, But I can always pretend I’m fine. My stomach churns, And my head is constantly spinning. I try to comprehend the things in the Bible I keep reading. God actually said, I’ll be here if you ever need Me, But it’s been over half a decade… Continue reading Kill Me, Heal Me – 06.08.17 – 07.53pm
Wild hearts; tame us Broken spirits; shape us Happiness; flavours True joy; Jesus
When life tells me I’m not where I ought to be And fear and failure come chasing after me Remind me that with patience comes the fulfilment of my destiny And that it doesn’t take two weeks to build a Ferrari
When words of doubt come swirling through my mind And I’m contemplating phrases and maybe suicide Trying to figure out which one’s the “better right” Let Your Arms draw me in tenderness and might And the truth in Your words clothe my darkness with Your Light
I sing to myself the comfort pain has denied me I speak to myself encouraging words that never seem to find me In this brokeness I will keep my sanity My life is a mess But I know I cannot lose it completely I have trusted You, Jesus. Please do not forsake me.