The pressure i feel to take my own life every night if there was anything i could give, and i had it, i’d give it a hundred times over but happiness cannot be purchased even if it could, i have nothing if i take it my life, i’d have a whole eternity to mourn the… Continue reading nightmare revisited
Sometimes, the evil one tries to discourage our endeavours by saying, “You failed each time you tried it in the past. What makes you think this would be any different?” Set that voice behind you in the name of Jesus our Lord. Look at this; The Ladder Concept states that when climbing, just because the… Continue reading The Ladder Concept
And for the outcast You broke the lightning and wrote her name with it So from the light that spilled out of it You formed a pen and ink and so whenever she was shattered again throughout the expanse of the sky, formed another blinding, breathtaking illumination she could not be defeated not even under… Continue reading the outcast fire
You’ve made a up a huge part of my sanity and I know you’re mad at me right now, but I just want you to know how valued you are. Even if you decide not to ever speak to me again. You were the very beginning of my first glimpses of happiness and I… Continue reading (a message i will never send)
My heart burned with the fear that we might never be as close as we once were. Adding to all my worries, I wondered what would be like if you never spoke to me again. That night wasn’t the best for overthinking. I had had a long and dreadful day. As the tears flowed freely… Continue reading What is this?
Chills come rushing through my spine Many things hurt, But I can always pretend I’m fine. My stomach churns, And my head is constantly spinning. I try to comprehend the things in the Bible I keep reading. God actually said, I’ll be here if you ever need Me, But it’s been over half a decade… Continue reading Kill Me, Heal Me – 06.08.17 – 07.53pm
Wild hearts; tame us Broken spirits; shape us Happiness; flavours True joy; Jesus